#harass me in dms if i dont live up to this

[ratsrequiem]

Okay fine I’ll start drawing magi again

[peripaltepsy]

BEWARE OF "body mod advices" - they can be dangerous and LETHAL.

(this post was about a deactivated blog but extends to any possible future blog like it)

edit3 since he deactivated: Red told me in the DMs that he WILL be more careful about all this risk stuff, I believe he is going to do better. Im sure he's a good person and he also was extremely civil in the DMs. Since he's not here to defend himself anymore I'll gladly take his side and say that despite this mess, all Red wanted to do was indeed reduce harm and potentially save lives. Good luck on all your endeavors, Red, I wish you a beautiful and successful career and that you have a great positive impact in the atypical dysphoria community, both on and offline. I don't know how my post truly impacted you, I'm so sorry if you're feeling bad. You acted the best way you possibly could.

Second, if Red comes back, DO NOT HARASS HIM, let him be himself and don't let his past hold them down.

Third, all my points still stand for their deactivated blog and any potential body mod tips blogs in the future. Please everyone, take care, stay safe.

Past edit: DONT HARASS any possible blogs like hers, just REPORT and spread awareness, (also don't make the same mistakes as me: TALK TO THEM FIRST)

Past edit: minors please interact with this post, forget my bio for this one

Past edit: editing editing the post since I talked to Red and he isn't bait. I definitely should have talked to them in DMs first. I sincerely apologize. So sorry Red! To those reading, don't make the same mistake as me, ok? Always talk to people privately first, I genuinely fucked up bad. This mistake of assuming others intentions, can traumatize them. If I were in Red's shoes I'd be traumatized. So yeah, I fucked up bad.

Their intentions are genuine but my point still stands that its extremely dangerous and can't qualify as harm-reduction / end edit note

alright, I'm not transid/radqueer but you guys need to REPORT AND WARN OTHERS of these accounts as soon as they appear. Do not entertain them, no matter how desperate you are to transition. You can become a victim of dangerous charlatanism.

LONG POST AHEAD, VERY IMPORTANT NEVERTHELESS

Archive to what i'm about to post

Red claimed to be "a non-professional surgeon, planning on getting better with practice." Bad move!

Red has told me he's pursuing a medical degree and won't actually do non-qualified surgery.

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Red: "The blog is centered around an idea of "extreme" body mods that I would like to explore further, [...] things like breaking and re-mending bones, creating new joints, replacing skin, etc."

My point: the road to hell is paved with good intentions, and your blog was unsafe.

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To any possible counterarguments: "But they (people following/asking advice) know the risks!" That's victim-blaming. Red gave himself the responsibility to give harm-reducing advice, but he didn't do a good job.

"But I know the risks!" You can't possibly know the risks because Red doesn't know either or "kinda knows" but has not properly informed his audience, it didnt give sources, oversimplified their advice and failed to provide accurate information about risk. Or gave plain misinformation.

Again I'm not transid, I can't possibly imagine what you're going through in order to try anything at all to feel better, including trying experimental surgery not legally available or not researched at all. However, please please please do not become a victim of medical deceit or whatever tf it's called. Even if the blog owner tries their best to be reliable.

They might sound confident, but they do not know what they are saying, what they're telling others to do.

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Ask: "How would I make my skin gray without tattoos?" (DO NOT SHAME THIS USER BTW)

Red: "[...] I assume you want permanent grey. To do this, it's pretty simple, although it'll take a lot of time. Basically, what you want to do is to constantly be exposed to lots of silver. Any product with silver in it like specific lotions and skin creams. also fish, milk, mushrooms, and whole grains tend to have silver in them! So tldr, consume lots of silver!"

STOP!!! DONT FOLLOW THIS ADVICE!!! DONT OVER-EXPOSE YOURSELF TO SILVER!!! "Silver toxicity causes argyria. Silver toxicity occurs when too much silver is in your body." <- from a simple research on "too much silver in blood"

THE RESULT WILL BE ARGYRIA. EVEN IF YOU DO IT SLOWLY, YOU ARE BUILDING UP A HEAVY METAL IN YOUR BODY. THE GREY SKIN IS NOT PRETTY NOR WITHOUT GRUESOME SIDE SYMPTOMS.

Yall. Anything in excess will fuck up your body, including iron, vitamins, and silver.

To whoever asked Red, I don't know your mind, but I'm sure you'd love to live a happy life with grey skin! You'd love to have a body you're comfortable with and looks rad as hell! But you wouldn't be able to enjoy it if you're deeply sick with ARGYRIA, WHICH IS WHAT RED'S ADVICE WILL GIVE YOU!

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Ask: "How do I get darker skin without going too dark? I’m pale and burn easily, I just want a color similar to Lin Manuel Miranda" (AGAIN DONT HARASS THIS USER)

Red: [...] "expose yourself to the sun more! As you do this, you'll get tan which will protect you from future burns and make your skin slightly darker, do this enough and you can engineer your skin to be as dark as you want!"

THATS MISINFORMATION! Yes you may tan to get darker (Lin's tone may or may not be achievable to you) but one: it's not permanent unless you're constantly going out; two: SKIN CANCER!!!! DONT OVER-EXPOSE YOURSELF TO THE SUN!!!! USE SUNSCREEN!!

TO ANYONE SEEKING A MUCH DARKER TONE: YOU CAN'T "GO AS DARK AS YOU WANT TO" BY TANNING. Just look at people who have lived their whole lives outdoors like farmers! White people can't tan to black! There's a limit to how tan you may get! Are you seriously gonna risk skin cancer for an impossible thing???

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Red: "Self amputation is really dangerous! You should learn how to use a tourniquet, that way, you can stop the bleeding! [...]" WHERE ARE YOU GETTING YOUR SOURCES, RED?

If anyone reading this is seriously thinking of amputating themselves, and will not change their minds no matter what, please just have someone immediately drive you to the hospital. I do not support such operation and you can still die or get horribly sick even with your best precautions, but you better receive actual medical attention and stay alive rather than trying to heal it yourself. Because what you'll most likely get from following Red's advice is DEATH FROM BLOOD LOSS. Again, if you absolutely cannot get rid of this dysphoria with therapy, or manage it at least, or have a doctor do it for you, I still would NEVER suggest you do it yourself, but IF you end up doing that then at least please go straight to the hospital instead of trying to heal it yourself.

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Red: "do not try and break your own bones to make modifications! [...] Get another person (Like myself) to help you with the bone breakage instead."

NO ONE KNOWS WTF THEY'RE DOING. YOUR FRIEND DOESN'T. RED DOESN'T (as they advertised in the post). NO ONE IS GOING TO GET MODIFICATIONS LIKE THIS. NO ONE IS GOING TO BE HAPPY. EVERYONE IS GOING TO BE EITHER IN PAIN, RISK OF HORRIBLE INJURIES OR TROUBLE WITH THE LAW. FUCKING AROUND = GUARANTEED BOTCHED OPERATION.

Also, now that Red has clarified she won't perform surgery until having an actual degree, you can't really go to her XD

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Red: "Some advice for surgery [...] This one's important, make sure your patient is strapped down and properly sedated, if they move, even slightly, you risk hitting a vital artery or organ, if you do hit an artery, don't panic, this is why you learned how to use a tourniquet! if you hit a vital organ though, odds are you won't know how to fix that, so be extra careful with abdomen and face surgery!"

Thats still promoting medical malpractice, mutilating and potentially killing friends, dangerously downplaying surgery so much, this is not harm-reduction

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Ask: "I want to be blind in one eye, but more-so in the sense of extreme but not total vision loss. I want to do something permanent in the future!" (AGAIN DONT HARASS THIS USER)

Red: Well, a simple fix to your problem is just get some calcium hydroxide in your eye and wash it out a few minutes later, this should lead to permanent, extreme (but not total) vision loss in that eye. Keep it in too long and it can cause total vision loss so be careful!

Ok so, it's great that you're trying to come up with alternative ways for users not to kill themselves by gouging their eyes out, but you've still failed to give them the full picture

From a quick search "calcium hydroxide in the eyes": Exposure to the skin can produce burns, painful irritation and necrosis, and exposure to the eyes may cause severe pain and vision loss that can be temporary or permanent. If calcium hydroxide is exposed to the skin, contaminated clothing should be removed, excess amounts of the chemical should be wiped off and the affected skin should be flushed repeatedly with water. Victims of calcium hydroxide exposure to the eyes should flush their eyes with water continuously for the first 15 minutes, but all cases of external exposure should receive immediate medical care. Inhaling calcium hydroxide through the nose or mouth can also cause immediate, painful and potentially life-threatening complications. Throat and nasal passages may become painful and swollen, and the swelling may restrict airways, making breathing difficult or impossible. If the calcium hydroxide particles are carried all the way to the lungs, this may further complicate breathing. Victims of this type of exposure should be taken immediately to a fresh air environment, and emergency services should be contacted right away. Administration of oxygen and emergency respiratory assistance may be required.

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Red (answering an ask): "the question shouldn't be what DO people replace their skin with, it should be what CAN they, after all, just because it's never been practiced or very rarely practiced doesn't mean it's bad or impossible! Of course, my personal favorite skin substitutes are rubber and red velvet, I am also a big fan of stainless steel."

(Don't promote such an operation). THIS OPERATION IS BAD AND IMPOSSIBLE TO SUCCEED. SKIN CAN ONLY BE REPLACED WITH SKIN. SKIN IS A LIVING ORGAN. ANY OTHER SUBSTITUTE WILL CAUSE YOU TO LOSE BODY PARTS OR DIE.

YOU KNOW HOW PEOPLE WITH TRANSPLANTS NEED LIFE-LONG MEDICAL ATTENTION SO THEIR BODY DOESN'T REJECT IT? HOW TF WILL YOU DO THIS WITH FUCKING RED VELVET?

YOU WILL FUCK UP YOUR BODY'S IMMUNE SYSTEM A THOUSAND DIFFERENT WAYS.

ANYWAYS. CROSSTAGGING FOR REACH. PLEASE EVERYONE REBLOG. THIS IS SERIOUS SHIT.

[spot-the-antisemitism]

cecil, i swear the questions are genuine, in good faith and not meant as a gotcha, i know you get a lot of backhanded ones.

can you please tell me, what to avoid while criticising the israeli government. things like not lumping every israeli (and every zionist) as a monolith is obvious, but what else is there? bc while i dont want to stay silent abt bibi, ben-gvir and their buddies, i also dont want to cause any harm to jews in general, while criticising these guys (obviously)

also, what sources you would deem generally trustworthy? bc ive seen you name a bunch of institutions, not all of them that obvious, as untrustworthy, so i want to know, who you consider to usually have it correct/true to facts/etc.

and this one isnt that much of a question, as it is an observation, bc reading your posts i sometimes feel like we live in different realities (in some sense we do, i guess, since im a goy), but from people around me, who identify with pro palestine movement, ive seen genuine interest in learning from different sources and understanding all the nuance, elections in usa not changing anything. not to mention, none of them being antisemitic (at least not intentionally and when on rare occassion of something like that happening, met with the information, that this might be, usual response is "shit, i had no idea, thank you for telling me, i wont do/say that anymore"). it is also just one of many "things" (for the lack of a better word) they care about, we are all generally interested in politics, social issues and local activism. but my social circle may be a bubble, since i am careful about who i befriend, not to mention i live in an entirely different country. idk. this last part may have been a dm, honestly, i just felt like sharing it with you, bc dissonance between our experiences is on my mind a lot.

tldr, im trying my best to be an ally to jewish people and im asking your advice

Dear Zina,

"can you please tell me, what to avoid while criticising the israeli government?"

If what you're saying sounds like a desparagement of all Jews rather than certain idviduals you're doing it wrong. The moment you imply people are cruel or doing harm because they're Jewish or Israeli, you fucked up.

But sure go off how the Likud silences hostages when they talk about their rapes but say the real rape is them not being able continue the war.

Talk about how Ben-Gvir finds Muslim call to prayer upsetting and hires police to harass Mosques and claim it's for "safety" and that the calls "drown out the bomb siren" but never imply it's because Jews are evil and hate Muslims or that's it illegal for Muslims to pray in Israel (it's currently not, but Ben-Gvir wishes he could change that)

"also, what sources you would deem generally trustworthy? bc ive seen you name a bunch of institutions, not all of them that obvious, as untrustworthy, so i want to know, who you consider to usually have it correct/true to facts/etc."

that's hard as all media either has a pro-Israel bias and sometimes softens the things they do or more usually an anti-Israel bias and exxagerates it to stoke antisemitism. Al-Jazeera and the grey zone and mint media exist for this sole purpose. Avoid them. Know that Haaretz and JPost are biased in the other direction. As for the rest plug that into Media bias

Media bias is your friend

"bc reading your posts i sometimes feel like we live in different realities (in some sense we do, i guess, since im a goy), but from people around me, who identify with pro palestine movement, ive seen genuine interest in learning from different sources and understanding all the nuance, elections in usa not changing anything."

So first off you're a gentile and really really miss a lot of Dogwhistles. secondly I debunk terminally online slactivists who wish to join Hamas but can't even go the polls, you are friends with people with lives and actual activism. Your friends and my enemies simply aren't the same

"but my social circle may be a bubble, since i am careful about who i befriend" yeah see you might be activist Georg who is the outlier since you don't befriend abusive people and so you just don't hang out with antisemites

"i live in an entirely different country" you live in POLAND. one of the more nationalistic, xenophobic and antisemitic countries. You are lucky not to be Russian like myself but I know how your countries treated and continues to treat immigrants and Jews. Your friend group sounds great but beware of the substrates of your culture seeping in.

"bc dissonance between our experiences is on my mind a lot" you do know this is just my online experience and most of my friends IRL who do care about Palestine are very reasonable people? it's just very dangerous to be a jew with any degree of fame online right now

please write again,

Cecil

[aferalhoekage]

Im worth more than this Liv. Im worth the chance. You know whats in my heart. Everything weve talked about. Please

No is a complete sentence.

No.

I dont have to do anything.

I gave you a second chance when you decided to randomly text me during my kids school break that you were done with me.

I gave you chances when I kept finding you were liking half naked women with the same excuse, "I don't know how that happened." 😒🙄🤣

And then when I asked you a direct question with screenshots, what did you do? Oh yeah you fucking lied. And then tried to say "well would I be happy with what I see in your dms." 👀🤣👀🤣👀 I didn't ask about your dms, but since you want to bring it up, I bet they're disgusting.

SO AGAIN, NO.

After everything I've told you. I literally cried on the fucking phone over how pissed off and fucking manic I was about being lied to, and you have the fucking nerve- the AUDACITY- to ask me, to harass me, to annoy the ever loving piss out of me FOR ANOTHER FUCKING CHANCE?!??!??

Like you deserve it after the information I have given you. After how vulnerable and open I fucking was with you for the first time in 27 fucking years.

GET THE FUCK OFF MY FUCKING PAGE AND STAY IN FUCKING TEXAS WHERE THE REST OF CHEATING ASSHOLES LIVE.

I am fucking done with you. And this conversation.

I swear if you make one more fucking account I am not going to be this fucking nice.

You have been fucking warned.

[lotusarchon]

new year yet same ole you

face it ali, youre such a fuckup it doesnt matter how much you "change". people dont fucking like you, theyll never like you and all these attempts to make them just wont work

didnt you say that yourself :( "the same thing i did to you i did to my friend and now he hates me" like the little crybaby bitch you are

least one saved themselves by calling it quits 💀 wonder how long itll take the others...knowing you it wont be that long huh 🤔

A wise man once said: Aren't you tired Poseidon, it's been ten years how long will this go? We're both hurting from losses so why not leave this here and just go home?

Mariin ...I don't know why you're doing this. It's been so, so unbelievably long. The last conversation we had, I was drunk out of my mind and sad I lost one of my friends. Are you seriously holding onto that and believing you have some influence over me just because I came crying to you because you reminded me of that person?

I don't expect you to forgive me. Your feelings are valid, and I'm not gonna pretend what I did to you and others was okay. You're right to be angry and you're right not to forgive me but come on, isn't this just pointless now?

You're so insistent you want to make my life miserable....but so what? What exactly do you intend to do except spread rumours, pretend to be me, involve innocent people and then bring up old wounds hoping to get a rise out of me?

It's been so long Mariin. So, so long. You keep hanging around, being a nuisance in my anons or dms, and then waiting for drama to start to show your head, like you did last August with Neveah and her crew, and right now. Is it not tiring for you? Do you not take the hint everytime I've blocked you and ignored your attempts?

It's tiring. I'm tired. How long do you intend to keep this up?

You're right that you know me. You're one of the only people that know me better than I know myself, but I know you too. And I know that even if you got what you wanted, you're not gonna be happy. You'll still say my death or something wasn't enough, that I need to burn in hell. For all I know you'd probably pull another stunt and celebrate me not being around. You're never, ever gonna be happy.

You do know I'm gonna disappear from here one day right? Eventually I'm gonna leave LMK, which IS soon because this fandom is the fucking worst, and I'll never be here again, right? I'm gonna find a new interest, make a new account for it, and stay there for a few months or years until. I'm gonna change my name, so no one can recognize me, and live my life anew. I might make new friends there and never look back to any old ones.

Then what. What the fuck are you gonna do then? How the fuck are you gonna find me? Who the fuck are you gonna mention and harass hoping to get them to blame and hate me for it? Who the fuck will you get to bother?

You're wasting your time and mines, dude. It's been too long, this is unnecessary.

Keep being angry, I can't blame nor stop you. But don't expect me to pay attention and care anymore.

Its pointless. All of this are pointless. Your words hurt and you're right, I am a fuckup but you know what? At least I know I'm a fuckup. At least I know I've done shit and at least I'm aware of what I've done.

Unlike you. Just get some rest or go to hell, Mariin. Get a hobby or something. Just. Go. Dear god

You yap so fucking much oh my fucking god get a life you dumb, whiny pissy ass bitch your entire birth was a mistake, your hair smells and you're such a red flag any boyfriend you have will leave you for someone else you fucking creep. You're so obsessed with me it's fucking insane am I that attractive to you or do you just get aroused by being a bitch?? Fucking dumbass whore

[umiueno]

katsura uses bun/buns only btw .

i am aware of this now but at the time i genuinely just forgot, but i am sorry for messing up buns pronouns. i also apologize for initially messing up enas, i tried to fix all of those once i realized but i missed an instance where i referred to them as a “her”. i know the harm that can cause and i will be much more careful and double-check when referring to the *original* wtcd cast in the future (which i do not plan on doing anymore)

however i would also like to state that continuously sending asks and messages to fuss at me about the redesigns / rewrite is a bit immature and i hope you all recognize that calling someone (within dms, not from this asker) a horrible person and talking about how you couldnt live with yourself if you were me over accidental misgendering, calling some character design choices ugly, and playful insults of an ancient fangan is just not a very good way to handle criticism. none of this was an attack on someone’s personal character, i did not go out of my way to mention the creators, tag them, or harass them in any way. me thinking a fangan from 4 years ago is bad is not me saying the creators are bad people and that they havent changed

my rewrite is meant to be an expression of the potential wtcd had and how badly i wish it was realized. it was full of fascinating concepts for a story and characters, and i wanted to share my own interpretation and essentially au of a *public project*. i plan on doing the same thing with my favorite fangan ever. i dont know how else i can explain that none of this was a personal insult and i dont understand why it was seen as such

for all of your own health please block the wtcd tag and me. i’m not using the wtcd tags nor posting about the original fangan at all going forward but i do still want to post my own art and i dont want it to somehow end up on your pages if its as upsetting as it seems to be

(edit note: i also went back and added a caption on the post about katsura’s pronouns since i cant edit the original images anymore due to a malfunction with my art program. sorry again!)

[michameinmicha]

Hi Micha,

Re: your post about the two people gifting each other fics for the same pairing continuously - I suppose it's possible the time frame and number of fics might fit another set of fandom friends, but I have a suspicion I'm one half of that. A regular reader nudged this post my way, actually. If so, I'd just like to thank you very much for not naming the fandom, pairing or usernames! It's the kind of ship that leads to us getting harassment on a semi-regular basis anyway (hence the locked posting of fics), and we don't need more of that.

As for the true love thing - we started gifting each other in exchanges because we both realised we've been madly in love with the same character in that fandom since we were children. So FWIW, you're right about the true love, but in the wrong way. :D

Hello! (I saw you sent this last night? (Well where i live it was night) and i wanted to take some time to write a proper answer (although now it got super long sorry))

(Edit: You know what, im putting this under a read more, its not gonna be interesting to most people who aren't the anon anyway lmao)

Im happy to hear from you (and if you wanna chat off-anon feel free to dm me) and just judging from your message i also think you might be right! (Ive seen a handful of pairings mentioned in the notes who might fit but arent the one i talked about, ...i cant explain it but i have a feeling it might be you)

At first when i made the post i didnt expect it to get this big but when it did and some people started to ask or make guesses about the pairing i was curious if anyone would guess right (and really didnt believe it could happen tbh) but then it kept getting bigger and people took it as a challenge and i finally i decided i didnt want to say it anyway. Im glad your little corner of the internet stays calm and nice <3

I hope you dont mind the post, it really touched me to see your works and i just wanted to share that experience and make others feel a bit of this emotion too.

i was too shy to comment on the fics i read (sorry im working on getting better at it) but im hoping you'll read this answer so i want to use this opportunity to say some of my thoughts (I would have liked to send you some friendly anons to say this back then😅 but you didnt have tumblrs linked in your ao3 profiles) i enjoyed reading your stories a lot! I had some really stressful weeks when i came across the pairing tag and even though im not really in the fandom myself (besides enjoying what i knew of the source material years ago) i was happy to find it! it was such a nice little treasure, this collection of stories to read when i was feeling down and they cheered me up a lot! So yeah im sorry to hear you get harrassment for it but i for one am glad you post the fics despite that, because then i could find and appreciate them! (this all sounds very sappy but i mean it!)

Im happy that you two found each other! I gotta say 'true love' to me is just as much platonic as romantic (like, the relationship i have with my best friend isnt anything less than true love to me) but i also think its wonderful that you share that love for your character!

I hope you two are doing great, please tell your friend that i appreciate their work (and yours of course!) And i wish you that you can keep doing this for as long as it makes you happy!

[aidenknow]

Gonna say something before I get busy

With the situation going on with me with allegations such as inappropriate behavior with minors, stalking, harassment etc while also have involvement with the MoA group and Cashew, I have to say something about it especially since it seems like I’m the main problem to it. Though I cannot say much of it at the moment due to the complexity of the drama itself while also have to deal with IRL stuff like university

The main reason why I blocked the callout accounts was for the sake of my mental health and stopping myself from making myself paranoid and bothered going back and forth looking at what I had done, despite it was stopped a few months ago. Wherever you are, yes I am aware of what I had done, just that it really drained me a lot to process this. Most of the decisions were done with advices from others. Talked to my close friends and taking with someone and their advices on the things I dealt with lately. It takes a while for me to calm myself down to a stable state especially when things going on right now is busy for me. When this post is done, that is when I have calmed myself, though there are things in my head that still lingers in me.

Anything involved with Cashew was me fawning over her, mainly because I dont want to hurt her feelings. I was clueless on what is going on other than comforting Cashew, despite the things I comforted her ends up feeding the hate towards her victim. When Cashew said that we (me and the people in the MoA group) manipulated and enabled her, I was furious by it while she also provided screenshots of the MoA creators tracing the art from other artists (note that they only traced the poses, while also had a different understanding what tracing were in their definition) despite the fact it was from months ago. Plus, the issue regarding the “traced” art was brought up before to me by Fortress. Fortress did not brought the issue up directly to the MoA creators but instead at other people who are newly acquainted with them, one of which was me. I felt violated and I was shaken by it because its not something I was not supposed to deal with. People say they wanted to settle in DMs. If so, why are you settle with someone who is not responsible with that particular issues? Why did you bring up about the tracing issues as if its a big deal if the MoA creators already stop doing it since February?

The fact that someone attempted to call the police on me is too far, in my opinion. Thankfully it never happened since I lived from a different country. But even when they did called on me, that would’ve considered as doxxing. They probably aren’t aware that the country I live in is really lgbtphobic which could’ve got me into physical punishments and my family is pretty conservative. Additionally, I would’ve been discarded from uni if they tried to attempt it which make it difficult. Though, it is more likely it would not work since my country have laws that are possibly different to the laws in the US, and most of the situation happens online and not IRL.

To those who stayed, I am grateful for it and I wanted to thank to those who reassured me due to the situation going on while being at my side. Though I apologize if those issues I shared regarding the situation I dealt with bothered you, along with those people who also got into the mess similar to me. For the people who stayed neutral with the situation, I’m glad that people make the decision to analyze the situation going on and pointed out certain points that does not add up, or when something is missing.

I’ll be only lurking here liking and reblogging some art here. Art stuff will be posted less frequently and it’s mostly going to be doodles and possibly some art stuff I did for uni. Social interaction will be only done within my remaining online friends (mainly those from the MoA group and people who were in the server(s) I’m formerly in) on Discord, unless I decided to reconnect with the people I rarely talked to. Adding on, I’ll also be interacting with my IRL friends on Twitter and Instagram since those are the only social medias that they are active roaming around the most and I wanted to (re)connect with them esp since I’m in uni now.

I’m planning to do a response to the Cashew doc if I have time, since I already talked to the writer of the doc and it was already settled on the decisions before the acc itself deactivated, but the doc itself is still up. Once I made the response, I will also share the post my friend made regarding it too

Anyways, I’ll see you around.

[hyaenidaddy]

hellaur

(intro post under the cut)

this is a yumeship side blog (ocxcc but i'm heavily projecting) with Ruggie Bucchi from Twisted Wonderland. Though technically selective, i'm generally pretty chill about sharing.

I go by he/him. I speak english, spanish, a little of italian and french, 日本語もＯＫ!

I'm an adult(in my twenties) so i'm not really comfortable interacting with minors. Please also dni if you can't properly separate fiction from reality or if you think it's okay to harass people over fiction. I also might discuss "problematic" subjects and generally discuss nsfw. i don't like drama or discourse please just block

This is a side blog so i don't think i can follow back properly. Im open to dms and asks in fact id live interaction but i might be slow to reply. im a uni student so i might go inactive during exam seasons and such.

i'm a digital and traditional artist. i dont care if you reupload as long as i get some credit DO NOT UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES USE AI ON MY ART OR USE IT TO TRAIN AI I FUCKING HATE AI

feel free to drop doodle requests on my askbox or strawpage!

(here's my strawpage)

im a fudanshi and veteran otaku.

interests:

some animanga:

dungeon meshi

dr stone

one piece

dandadan

mob psycho 100

aggretsuko

kekkai sensen

hellsing

durarara

dakaichi

charlotte

gekkan shojo nozaki kun

ouran highschool hostclub

hidoku shinaide

black butler

hikaru ga shinda natsu

yamada kun and the seven witches

full metal alchemist (+fmab)

miss kobayashi's maid dragon

devilman crybaby

given

cherry magic

+ so many others i just got tired of listing them (do ask!)

some games:

twisted wonderland

project sekai

hades

botw

little nightmares

undertale/deltarune

ace attorney

fran bow

little missfortune

professor layton

stardew valley

investigraves

faith the unholy trinity

mouthwashing

horror rpg makers

+others i can't think of rn

miscs:

the magnus archives

hyp mic

urbex

tags i'll use

scavenger shipping - yumeship stuff

ss lore - in depth information about my yumeship

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thanks for reading

[areallysaddog]

listen.

im so glad you've never been raped. im so glad your first sexual experience was not violent and horrifying and painful. I'm so glad that afterwards you didn't have a whole group of your peers talking about your rape in a casual 'wow she was so easy' type way. I'm so glad you didn't have to tell people, at age fourteen, "no we didn't have sex, he raped me". I'm glad you didn't have to experience all of your friends tell you "i dont think that he would do that" and choose him over you. I'm glad you didn't have to live thru age 17 english class, comforting a girl you told at 14 because she got raped by him too. im glad you never had to experience such trauma around a basic human function. so could you please shut the fuck up about my sex life? I frankly don't give a single fuck if you don't like that I let a guy who was nothing but nice to me, nothing but kind and sweet and attentive, shove his fucking fingers inside me. that was a huge step for me. I have never let anyone touch me before, not like that. I dont fucking care that YOU think I have no morals and that I'm a disgusting whore who will 'throw away years of friendship for a fuck'. you're a pussy. if you were truly my friend, you would be happy that I am working through my traumatic relationship with my own body. but you're not. you would rather me stay traumatized and alone. you said "id be okay with it if it was anyone other than him", and even if you delete every single message, any and all proof we ever were friends, I'll still remember. I will always remember they way you abandoned me for trying to heal. you used to be the type of person who inspired me to be a better person, a nicer person, a more understanding guy. now you're the type of person who is drowning and flailing, reaching for anyone who tries to help you but instead you pull them down with you. I wouldn't let you drown me. and that made you angry. you deleted every single message you've ever sent me because you think I am the type of person who would go to someone you don't like and talk mad personal shit about them. you think that about me because that's who you are. you knew that your friend hates me so of course you told him personal information about my sex life so he could harass me on behalf of you. because you're a pussy bitch. you refused to be honest with anyone, hurt me repeatedly, and now I simply can not care. of course you got your minion goon to send me shitty dms and delete them, you're too much of a pussy to say anything with your whole chest and leave it there. face the consequences of what you have to say. tell him you hate him and you actually haven't been friends with him in years. tell me you think I'm a disgusting whore with no values. tell that fucking neet that she is the love of your life and you can't stop thinking about her. fill your life to the brim with events, so you never have to be alone or think critically for even a second. I'm so glad you've never been raped. but if you had, you wouldn't have destroyed our friendship.

[kimulokml]

Longer Introduction!

{I'm the rain that understands that it will fall,

The rain that can't come to resemble any person,

But I want to know the feelings that trouble the rest of the world}

(Lyrics from "Watashi wa Ame" by inabakumori)

So I decided to make a longer intro for more details.

NOTE THAT THIS POST IS PRONE TO UPDATES!!

(More details below the keep reading, don't wanna clog up anyone's tls!)

Basic Info

Nicknames: Kimulo, JJ, 3

Age: Minor

Socials: Kimulo56 (Discord), kimulokml (Twitter and Tumblr)

Pronouns: he/she, although they/them is ok

Strawpage: https://kimulokml.straw.page

Birthday: 13th July

Extra:

May possibly have ADHD and Moral OCD

I live in Ireland, use that to calculate my timezone bc i have no idea how timezones work.

I may also have trust issues thanks to previous online experiences.

Might be aromantic? I'm not sure about this so.

suspecting i may be genderfluid.

may occasionally vaguepost, usually if i see people not caring about life-threatening circumstances

Ask to tag! This means if I've missed out on any cw/tw tags, lmk! (i may refuse to tag certain things, like life-saving fundraisers or important resources(because i heard of someone who muted some of em w/o doinf ANYTHING regarding the issue beforehand. the ask to tag more applies to art/writing)

Tag List:

[ #luminou daze ] for stuff relating to Luminou Daze, an OC lore story

[ #kims art ] or [ #kimulo's art ] for any of my art

[ #kims doodles ] for doodles

[ #riftbreaker ] for anything in general relating to my OC lore

[ #bored as hell ] for things i do on impulse

[ #reblog chain boi ] for tag + reblog things

[ #normal reblog ] for posts I reblog because i like the contents

[ #funny reblog ] for comedic reposts

[ #negative vent ] or [#vent] for venting

[ #vagueposting ] for vagueposting. ill try to avoid doing it, but i tend to get scared with 1-on-1 confrontations and... yeah. if you want me to take it down, contact me CALMLY.

[ #kimulo's opinions ] for opinions and debates (if youre only following my acc for my art or stories, please mute this tag!)

[ #opinions in polls ] for polls

[ #strawpage chaos ] for strawpage things

CHARACTER TAG LIST: here

DNI List:

General DNI stuff, BUT I am fine with adults interacting with me as long as they aren't 18+ only accounts.

If you use ANY kind of generative AI frequently (chat gpt, art bots, c.ai or anything similar). There is a difference between generative AI (stealing) and analytical AI (actually helpful and doesn't steal).

If you support Axie/soopersouper on twt (groomer, p3d0) or Haley of ha1touch studios (p3d0, groomer, transphobe). DO NOT HARRASS THEM, just block them, and if you share any circles with them, please report them!

Support @/transkevinjuice, @/majestydeerakuma, @/ihatearbys (who also runs @/jackboxconfession) or @/beepsparks.

Think abstaining from voting in 2024's election was the way to go/or you voted red. If you did do one of these things but now realise it wasn't the way to go, I'm fine with that, and this doesn't apply to you.

Fandom List:

PRIMARY: {What I am most inclined to post about}

Kirby

Vocaloid

Splatoon

YDKJ

SECONDARY: {May occasionally post about}

Layton

Ace Attorney

Rayman

Chainsaw Man

BFB/TPOT

Rhythm Heaven

Project SEKAI

No Straight Roads

Scott Pilgrim

PROJECT MILGRAM

Great God Grove

MINDWAVE

TERITARY: {More inclined to discuss in private servers/dms, mainly because of problematic parts}

Happy Tree Friends (poorly stereotyped depictions of ocd, ptsd and did)

Khonjin House (i am aware the og creator is a very bad person (joked about palestine and is attempting to cover it up bad, plus has harassed quite a few people) so i am tempted to make my own designs for the characters and throw them into my lore so i dont have to associate them with the og creator)

CONSIDERING: {May not be part of, but considering getting into}

Dungeons and Dragons

Homestuck (yes i am serious)

OC Permissions:

This will depend on the character, but general rules are

Fanart is welcome! Feel free to ping me for it!

No NSFW, I am a minor, plus I don't want to see it in the first place.

Please ask if you're unsure of anything, my attention span isn't great and i only have 7-ish references so far.

That's all for now! {Last updated: 17/3/2025}

[a-rogue-god]

4, 8, 10, 37, 41

4. A character you rarely talk about?

Valiel / Nihilus / and Absinthe I guess. I didn't put a whole lot of character building into any 3 of them besides kinda being side characters to more important ocs stories (Val and Absinthe for Michael, Nihilus for Gabriel) and that's on me. Val is a very lovely angel who is a loyal soldier, and one of Michael's closest friends/confidants. Maybe even lover at rare points idk. Nihilus is another priest in Gabriel's world, either one who trained alongside him or Gabriel trained himself? Friend turned someone who's suspicious of Gabriel. Absinthe is a succubus demon who butts heads with Michael frequently. I have a fun little idea of a 3 team save the world type interaction between Absinthe, Michael, and Mariel, where Mariel kinda helps Michael and Absinthe better get along.

8. Do you RP as any of your OCs? If you do, introduce one of your RP OCs here!

I dont sadly. I've tried to make oc rp blogs in the past but I get overwhelmed on trying to make the blog look nice and just being shy overall with them. I would love to rp more in private though so. If you're interested dm me or smth idk

10. Introduce an OC with a complicated design?

I think Augustine's design is the most complicated rn. All the frills and ornate designs gold watchers have... god. And ofc I want Augustine to be more flashy compared to other gold watchers, that's just what Augustine gives. Eventually I want to draw a more full body portrait of Augustine but eehhhhh hard

37. Introduce an OC who is not quite human

Victor :)

Victor's species is a species that evolved aside humanity, sharing humanoid traits but obviously different. They feed off of humans, and while their species is unnamed, Victor will allow you to call them a vampire since that's the closest analog to them that humans have come up with. They are not a vampire. Victor has lived for about 300 years but is not immortal. Their species hails from Siberia so they are white and have point coloration on their extremities. They are also all intersex, each member of the species able to get pregnant or get others pregnant. But it's usually a dominance thing when it comes to breeding where more submissive members of the tribe are the ones to carry young. Their species can vocalize like humans can, and in fact is how they lure human prey to their deaths, mimicking human voices calling for help. Victor was different though and actually learned how to speak and learned about humanity. They still ofc need to eat human prey so they gave themselves a code to only eat shitty people they meet or people they like tell them about. Lol.

41. Has anyone drawn fanart of your OCs? If yes, maybe show a picture or two here (remember sources & permissions!)

aaaa yes yes 🥺

For Michael someone on my tmc blog drew this of him:

It makes me sad bc they submitted it anonymously so I don't know who did it but it's so good.

I also commissioned my partner (not tagging his blog for now bc he's been targeted by a huge harassment campaign) to draw Michael:

For Gabriel there's a couple drawings from when he was an ihnmaims au oc with a couple other ocs from that server / Ted

I dont remember who did these unfortunatelllyy

And ofc my partner has doodled him a couple times:

Thank you so much for askingggg ;;;;;

[heyharoldsboo]

Hey babes, let's talk

As someone who has been

A. sexually assaulted

And

B. falsely accused of sexual assault

I feel somewhat confident I can give some insight on the Percy situation...

Now I have a firm philosophy that stems from my experience and that philosophy is... BELIEVE THE VICTIM BUT NOT WITHOUT PROOF, SOLID IRREFUTABLE PROOF.

So let's get into my philosophy and backstory:

#1. Believing the victim

So...back in school, I and three other people came forward with stories about how a student (18) had been harassing the three of us (this douche even had the audacity to grope me in the middle of class). Me and one other person in our trio were under 18...and what did our school do? Nothing, they did nothing. Not even when the guy admitted to it! The three of us victims were forbidden from even talking about it! Not to mention after that he made our lives a living hell. So yes believe the victims...

#2. But not without solid proof.

With this story also taking place during school this one takes a little longer to break down. Starting back just before second wave of the pandemic so back in the late fall/early winter 2020, met a nice enough guy(for the sake of this lets call him Rich NOT HIS REAL NAME DONT WORRY), he came on a little strong but hey he was cute...so why not. Starting as friends, we would dm each other until...I saw major red flags, he was moving way too fast so, I tried to steer us back to the friend angle...didn't work, so I did the sensible thing, I blocked him. Fast forward a month or so and he's dating my friend, not wanting her to go into this unprepared I give her a little warning...that ended up screwing me over because just before we went back online they broke up, not a big deal...at the time. So a few months into online school (think early/mid spring 2021) I get a dm from my ex (not Rich) saying Rich had accused me of r/pe...this was bad for Rich for 4 reasons

The first accusation was of me assaulting him at my house. (The dick hadn't ever been to my house)

The second one he said I assaulted him in the school field during lunch (??? Also I was working in the cafeteria on the day in question)

He's at least 6' and stronger than me (a 5'2" female who hates violent interactions and can barely throw a punch. At this point his story is so full of holes it's starting to look like Swiss cheese)

My mom is gonna raise hell (she did, she got the police involved because my school wouldn't take it seriously. Once again my school ladies and gentlemen👏)

Anyway my point here is like with the Percy situation most of this took place online which is why I stand with my motto

Believe the victim...but not without solid proof. Take everything that happens online with a grain of salt and don't just jump to conclusions.

Hey lovely! First of all, I'm so sorry about what was done to you. Thank you for trusting me with your story.

I agree with you. I have a friend who was accused of SA, and in the end it all turned out to be a lie made out of revange wishes. So I'm a firm believer of believe the victim, but also be serious and think about the story that is being told. If the story is weird, check things out.

And please, please, do as dear anon did: go to the police! social media can't do shit for you. get a legal exam done if needed, get your proof. don't use it in social media, because it may not be able to be used in court if done so.

[kraviolis]

I'VE ALREADY HEARD ABT THE RIVAL STREAMERS AU BUT I'LL ASK ABOUT IT ANYWAY BC IT'S FUCKING GOOD

KERRY IM JUST GONNA COPY AND PASTE SHIT FROM THE DOC YOU ALREADY READ!! I DONT HAVE ANY NEW CONTENT IM SORRY KJDSHKJSFJKSF

OK SO gordon is like. 22-23 in this au. he’s a medium time streamer. he variety streams a lot. he has a son that he lets on stream sometimes. he has a day job as a student getting his master’s in theoretical physics and as a TA for a professor he knows at his college. he streams at night and the weekends mostly. he has a relatively small following, averages 2-3k ppl per stream.

benrey is somewhat of a small time streamer but hes a lil mysterious. no face cam, no real name, no know home city or even what state he lives in. he streams more unknown games or just games he finds interesting and sometimes speedruns. hes chill as fuck and funny as hell. he avgs 400 ppl per stream.

one day, they're both streaming at the same time, and gordon runs into him in a multiplayer game. he harasses gordon a lil, makes him laugh, pro gamer strats. they become “rivals” but its mostly for show to entertain their viewers. they run into each other in the one game a couple times and have fun antics that stay within that game.

but then when benrey’s just chatting with his stream later, a mod in chat says “oh shit look its the guy” and links gordon’s channel, specifically a clip where he’s streaming his reaction to a video game show case while eating cereal in sweatpants and talks with his mouth full. he’s talking shit about the playstation guy presenting the fucking. ps5 or whatever.

and benrey’s like “aw shit. dude. hes fucking hot.” but not out loud.

out loud he says “i knew this guy was bad news, he hates playstation.”

then he notices gordon’s actually also live right now. so he and his viewers go to see gordon’s live feed and he’s playing fucking. pubg or something. and benrey’s just “alright folks we’re fucking stream sniping him” and he DOES and uses the same shitty user name in the MMO they were playing

gordon is immediately like “you FUCK what are you DOING HERE” and benrey’s laughing really hard off mic so gordon doesn’t hear and he just goes “what i cant hang out with my best friend” and he just follows gordon around with his shitty passport joke and gets them both killed. and both of their chats are eating it up.

but THEN when gordon’s off stream he gets @‘d on twitter with benrey’s stream clip of him reacting to finding gordon’s twitch and hes like “DUDE.” and posts on twitter like “@passportguardian you’re calling me bad news when you’re the one stream sniping?”

and then gordon passes out and wakes up to 4000 twitter notifications. because benrey saw and replied and the rivalry is getting HEATED. gordon is grinning and laughing at his replies to all his tweets just bickering with each other.

and then one stream a couple weeks later gordon gets sent a clip of benrey on stream roasting gordon and saying “idk guys if he wasnt such a coward he would get on call and argue with me himself and tell me exactly how PC is superior instead of hiding on twitter like uhhhhh little coward boy” and gordon goes “uh huh. yep. we’re doing this” and DMs benrey like “give me your discord im abt to end ur whole career”

and they get on call together and gordon LAUNCHES into his argument. benrey is like half trying not to bust a gut and half just trying to rile him up and gordon is laughing too and getting more “heated” and they end it with benrey going “cant FUCKING believe this dont FUCKING talk to m--” and then going offline. gordon dies laughing on stream and cant even focus on what he was doing before he has to end stream too

and then gordon cant stop thinking about benrey. and benrey already knows hes got a crush on gordon but hes not abt to make this weird. they keep their rivalry going and hop into each other’s streams sometimes and just chat and bicker at each other privately. they get to become really good friends (maybe more? jk ahahaha.... unless,)

benrey’s friend tommy starts to be friends with gordon too and its so fucking fun. tommy is streamer but not as big as either of them (he likes 2 stream more unconventional stuff, like him reading out loud to chat and him cooking with his dad and just him taking sunkist to the park, hes not big on playing video games) and is a neutral party in the rivalry. tommy gets along with gordon really well and actually was the mod to direct benrey to gordon’s stream for the first time. I CAN KEEP GOING ABT THIS but i want to finish the actual story part of this au before sharing with the public !! also i wanna draw designs for them........

[kryptsune]

Dear UT Fandom...

🌼I am not one to ramble on this blog, however, there are just a few things that have been irking me lately. You don’t have to read this but if you do I hope you take something away from it at the very least. 

Here is the deal everyone. I love this fandom. I love it’s creators. The imagination and creativity is some of the best stuff I have ever seen out of fan work. As with any fanbase there will always be those toxic and unsavory people and I’ve noticed that lately that seems to be growing. No one sees this from me because I delete or ignore the hate sent my direction.  Some creators are super sweet, helpful, and encouraging. Others are rude, egotistical, and cruel. DONT BE  LIKE THEM. I’ve met my fair share. I won’t name people obviously because I am not going to stoop to their level. Remember that just because they are a good artist does not make them a good person. The truth always comes out eventually. 

I am here to tell you that the amount of hate I get is unprecedented. Not just eww you ‘ship this’ type but personal, mean, and harassing attacks. I try to be as up beat as possible on here because you all come here for some cute drawings for some good reading. What you don’t see are the sleepless nights, the crippling anxiety and depression. You honestly don’t need to. 

I work very hard on the content I produce because I LOVE IT. I wouldn’t invest so much time on all this if I didn’t want to do it. People taking the time to reblog, comment, and asks is more than I could ever hope for. 

So I want to say this. Do you remember when you first picked up the game? The feelings that UT gave you? To me it seems like so many have lost sight of what the core of the game is. I am not one to tout a games praises as nothing is perfect, however, it was not the game itself that resonated with me. It was the message. That you can do what you want. You can be a jerk but there is personal accountability and consequences to that.

UT is about who you meet and what you do. No one is perfect as we are all human but so many people especially online treat people like they aren’t. I call it one and done. You mess up then screw you. That is not what it should be. People make mistakes treat people like humans not some kind of punching bag. 

You also DONT know the people behind the screen. Why are you attacking people that you don’t even know? Would you go up to a stranger and do the same thing? I don’t think so. Where is your decency? What do you get out for being a complete asshole to others? 

I have had people sending me hurtful DMS, I have had them slander my character, I HAVE HAD THEM GO TO MY FRIENDS AND TRY TO CONVINCE THEM THAT THEY SHOULDN’T BE FRIENDS WITH ME. Are you kidding me?! They don’t know me. What gives them the right to do shit like that? 

On a note in a similar vein... artists are not here to make the art you want, writers are not here to write your stories. Stop giving them crap for not doing what you want. They take time out of their lives to create content at all. I have heard so many stories where people have been pushed away and stopped creating because of this behavior. 

Don’t like a ship? Fine. Be respectful and state that. Don’t be an asshole on how this person is x y and z and how they are the devil. I am so sick of that too. This fandom has pushed away some of my favorite content creators because they were complete assholes about it. Draw and like what you do but be respectful about it. 

We are all human, start treating people like it. Take what you remember from the game... the one we have come together to love... and apply it. Forgiveness is a big one but just being a decent human is not that hard. Think before you speak, think before you type and remember that your words might impact that person behind the screen. 

Rant done.